Anchor

Peaks and Valleys

By Elsa Sichrovsky

free-bible-studies-online-anchorFor the past few weeks, I’ve been reading C. S. Lewis’ novel The Screwtape Letters, which chronicles a fictional correspondence between a senior devil named Screwtape and a junior devil named Wormwood. From these letters, I have gained fascinating insight into Satan’s strategies for sabotaging my spiritual growth, relationship with God, and interactions with others. One of the letters explores the ups and downs of the human experience, what I call the “peaks and valleys.”

In this letter, Screwtape discusses the period of “dryness and dullness” that Wormwood’s charge is experiencing. Screwtape laments that God intends to use this time to strengthen the young man’s resolve to love and follow Him even without inspiring feelings to validate His presence. Screwtape urges Wormwood to ensure that the young man does not become aware of the normalcy of valleys but instead becomes convinced that his languid, depressing feelings are a permanent condition. As I read, I reflected on my personal peak-and-valley cycle and what I have learned from my valleys.

I have certainly enjoyed “peaks” in my life: periods of success in my work, progress in my studies, camaraderie with family and friends, optimal health, joyful communion with Jesus, and inspiring Bible reading. But I have also experienced “valleys,” such as the one I struggled through just recently. It started with a major setback in my work, followed by problems in my studies, conflicts and strained communication with loved ones, and finally a bout of illness. I found myself at an all-time low, with no inspiration to read my Bible or even pray.

My valley seemed to stretch on endlessly, swallowing me in its dark emptiness and blanketing me in despair. I felt as if God had packed His bags and disappeared. I pled for Him to be near, to pull me through my troubles and to let me feel His presence, but He seemed distant and silent. What is happening? What have I done wrong? I wondered desperately.

I tried to use willpower and effort to re-create the excitement and spiritual high I had enjoyed during my peaks, but this only left me exhausted and more discouraged. It finally dawned on me that faith cannot be measured by feelings, for as Paul says, “We live by faith, not by sight.” (2 Corinthians 5:7 NIV) Focusing on my changeable and often negative emotions only plunged me deeper into my doubts and made my trials more difficult to bear.

Reading The Screwtape Letters confirmed what I’d discovered in my valley. I found that the key was to realize that I was going through a valley and that valleys are common to all of us. My struggles were not indications that I had failed God or that He had abandoned me. Rather, they are painful yet normal parts of human experience in a fallen world. I’d felt as if I would remain in my misery forever, but I found that all valleys end in God’s time, and I emerged with renewed faith in His grace and love.

God used my valley to develop my character and deepen my faith, making me better able to withstand life’s tumults without being tossed to and fro. As Screwtape explains, “[God] wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there, He is pleased even with their stumbles.” God takes us where we are at, loves us for our feeble efforts, and never abandons us. Often when we feel farthest from Him, that is when He is nearest to us.

 

 

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Author: Frederick Olson

I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.

2 thoughts on “Anchor”

  1. I really enjoyed your post. I am a big fan of C.S. Lewis, and his writings have inspired and taught me some very deep truths. Thank you for sharing your story.
    God’s Peace,
    Richard

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